Toxic Time

You left me wordless,
my damaged soul was shot again.
In the name of fairness,
just stand your man.

Forth and back I'm sneaking,
theres no point to gain.
speechless I try speaking,
but it's all in vain.

Dear You

Dear You - (V.) Yuduki

Where are now, what are you doing?

Are you in this endless sky?

I realize for the first time that I've lost 

what has been in my heart until now

How much you supported me

How much you made me smile

That I'd lost them was too much to consider

Even though I struggled so desperately to reach out 

to them and take them back

But like the wind, they slipped through my fingers

Looking as though they would reach me, but did not

My chest was filled with loneliness and despair

My heart felt like it would break

But your smiling face remains in my memories

Always encouraging me

Let's return to those days once more

This time, I know it will be alright

Always smiling by your side

Close by your side

Where are now, what are you doing?

Are you in this endless sky?

Will you smile for me like always?

Right now, it's all that I continue to ask for

~~~

Anata wa ima doko de nani wo shite imasu ka?

Kono sora no tsuzuku basho ni imasu ka?

Ima made watashi no kokoro umete ita mono ushinatte hajimete kizuita

Konna ni mo watashi wo sasaete kurete ita koto 

Konna ni mo egao kureteita koto

Ushinatte shimmatta daishou wa totsusumonaku ooki sugite

Torimodosou to hisshi ni te wo nobashite mogaku keredo 

Maru de kaze no you ni surinukete todokisou de todokanai

Kodoku to zetsubou ni mune wo shimetsukerare 

Kokoro ga kowaresou ni naru keredo

Omoide ni nokoro anata no egao ga watashi wo itsumo

Hajemashite kureru

Mou ichido ano koro ni modorou 

Kondo wa kitto daijoubu

Itsuma soba de waratteiyou

Anata no sugu soba de

Anata wa ima doko de nani wo shite imasu ka?

Kono sora no tsuzuku basho ni imasu ka?

Itsumo no you ni egao de ite kuremasu ka?

Ima wa tada sore wo negai tsuzukeru

"I can't drown my demons, 'cause they know how to swim."

~

Traumstaub

Wir sind aus Sternen gemacht, das weiss ich,

aus Sternen gemacht, das weiss ich genau.

Und als Sternen möchten wir (nicht) alleine sein,

schau'n nach unten auf diese viel zu kleine Welt.

(original Ch-Deutsch: Us Stärne gmacht - Aextra)

Bewusstlosigkeit ist besser als Ohnmacht!

Was fällt dir ein?
Frei sein! Frei sein!
Schmerzen fügst du zu, immer wieder! Immer wieder.
Was denkst du?
Was fühlst du?
Schmerzen treiben dich, lassen dich verstummen.
Kälte gefriert dein Herz.
Wenn auch Wärme schmerzt.
Wer bist du? Schau dich an.
Wendest dich von dir selbst ab.
Bist du zufrieden mit dir?
Herrscht Unfrieden in dir?
Unfrieden!
Stumme Schreie, tosende Melancholie.
Dein Herz weint. Über Menschen die weinen.
Du bringst sie zum weinen!
Dunkelheit, vollkommene Schwärze.
Bewusstlosigkeit ist besser als Ohnmacht!
Entscheide dich! Entscheide dich!
ENTSCHEIDE DICH!
Jetzt. Sei fatal!
Schiebe es nicht auf!
Lebe!
Frei sein!

Zeit.

So if you love me let me go,
and run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care,
I can't destroy what isn't there.

Deliver me into my fate,
if I'm alone I cannot hate.
I don't deserve to have you.
My smile was taken long ago,
if I can change I hope I never know.

(Snuff - Slipknot.)